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February 17 [Not Ready][Not Ready]
I'm sorry it's all the same.
That in the end,
It always seems to rain.
I guess I'm just not ready,
To be inlove ,
And be with someone steady.
Everytime I'm involved,
It seems like I avolve.
I guess that in the end,
All I need is a good friend.
My FantasyMy Fantasy
I wish it wasnt over.
I wish that we could be free.
I wish that one time in my life,
A dicision could be made up be me.
I hope you havnt forgotten.
I hope you didnt let go.
I hope that you still love me,
even thought we've had a row.
I dream that we're together.
I dream that you hold me tight.
I dream that we're laying together,
And baby it just feels so right.
I want us to be together.
I want us to have a heart to heart,
I want us to want each other,
Like we used to, before we were apart.
But really all that this is:
Is a wish, a hope and a dream;
With a strong need to believe that you still want me,
And were just waiting for me to take the lead.
By: Katrina Louise Dickson February 13 The OthersThe Others
Popular girls, Pretty girls, and Rich girls too. But what happens to the others, no one has a clue. On what happens to the ugly, the poor and unpopular. On what happens in the schools, on the buses, in the streets.
No one sees the mean glances or hears the nasty comments.
No one stands up for what is right, they just all duck and cover.
No one has a clue, and no one even bothers, to take a look and see, on what happens to the others.
By: Katrina Louise Dickson Every NightEvery Night
( I wrote this for an english assignment.)
I dream every night ...
From the horror of it all.
I dream every night ...
And watch him fall.
I dream every night ...
Of the bombs and gasses.
I dream every night ...
Knowing that he died of the masses.
I dream everything ...
Of the pain he was in.
I dream every night ...
Thinking that he was oh so thin!
I dream every night ...
Blaming myself.
I dream every night ...
Thinking about the horrors that he has consumed himself.
I dream every night ...
Of my darling baby boy.
I dream every night ...
Of him marching like a toy.
I dream every night ...
Of my boy dying on the field.
I dream every night ...
Wishing that it wasn't real.
By: Katrina Louise Dickson I Dont CareI DONT CARE!!!
I dont care what you think about me.
I dont care about what you know.
I dont care if you see me as fat, ugly or inferier to you.
I dont care if you call me names.
I dont care if you glare.
I dont care if you push me just to see me fall.
I dont care if you're mean to me.
I dont care about the rumors you spread.
I dont care if everyone believes them,
Even my very own friends.
I dont care if you think I'm stupid.
I dont care how badly you treat me.
I dont care how much it hurts,
Or care that everytime she meets up with him,
They gut renchingly flirt.
I dont care if you think I'm lying,
Because truthly, I am.
But day after day I tell myself these lies,
Hoping that one morning I'll wake up,
To find that these lies are true.
By: Katrina Louise Dickson
Noticed Noticed
( Please don't freak, this is not to be taken literally. I think that ( well i know that) I was feeling really hurt. I bet I was listening to hard core emo music. lol)
If you stood back to take a look,
You would learn that my life was shook;
When you desided to take a look.
If you looked closer you would see,
That at one time I was on my knees;
Begging and pleading for someone to meet all my needs.
If you read my reactions,
You would see that I flinched just a fraction;
When you showed your attraction
If you came equiped with a microscope,
You might have been able to cope; When I desided to use a rope.
If you had looked closer,
Or taken a step back,
You just might have noticed.
By: Katrina Louise Dickson
Just Friends Just Friends
(I wrote this at my grandmother house thinking about Nathan...maybe a year or two ago..sappy I know but hey, what can you do?)
J umping up at the sound of your voice
U sing all my self control just not to hold you
S tanding here like a fool, wishing I was the one with you.
T hrough and through I'll love you
F inding the strenth to go on
R emebering all the good times
I n my heart you'll always be mine
E very night I clench my pillow, dreaming of you
N othing else matters in this world but you
D umb enough to wish we could be together
S heilding myself from the truth;
That you'll never love me, that we'll never be the same, that I'll never be with you again and all because we're....Just Friends.
(Man was I ever rapped up in that guy. I dont even think he had a clue. Man it's almost embarrassing how much I cared, but eh, no hard feelings, what's done is done. Live And Let Die. )
Simple From Afar <3 <3 Simple From Afar
( I wrote this when I was first starting to get to know Travis better. I was thinking about him when I wrote this, but it was really a mixture of any and all experiences I've had with guys.)
He talks in smooth tones, his voice penitrating my very soul.
As we talk I find myself wishing that my heart wasnt oh so very cold.
He seeks to know all, He wants to be let in,
But the walls of my defence are firmly set in.
I wish I could surrender to these feelings you've brough,
For my head screams "No!!" while my heart cries "Why not?!?"
It is the past that holds me. It is the future in which I doubt.
And So I live in the present, Trying not to shout.
My life, simple from afar, always becomes complecated and sets things ajar. Now don't get me wrong, It's not all dark and dim,
But I warn you now before your heart becomes pinned
I always want more than what you can give, Forget me now so you can go on and live.
My life, simple from afar, Is more than what it seems, And for that reason, it is truely bizarre.
By: Katrina Louise Dickson
BoysBoys
Truely, Honestly, I'm begining to think that the road to indecisiveness is the one I should take. For I'm so sick and tired of these boys being fake. Now as I rammble and my mind remains atangle, I smile. For altho I hate this, I absolutly know that there is nothing more that I would sorely miss.
I am young and make many mistakes,
In my naivety, I tend to fall on my face. Sometimes I feel like I'm on cloud number 9,
And it's times like these that make me feel one of a kind.
It's funny how life goes. You never know what it will throw.
By : Katrina Louise Dickson.
Reading my love horoscope Ok...Im somewhat of a horoscope junky and always read up on the in's and outs of my personnality as a scorpio. I always match the personality descriptions to a tee and sence this is my blog, I get to write about it. Hehehe
( All info from tickle.com)
How to attract a scorpio;
But watch out — you can sabotage your efforts by:
Some of the in's and out's of my personnality; *Scorpio's have a tendency to overreact to things they perceive to be threats.* My top best horoscope matches apparently are; Gemini at 70% - Geminis are flexible and youthful but can also be unstable and erratic.
Anyways, I'm out, cheers
Love always, Kat
January 24 Awesome QuotesQUOTES!! Love Is The Most Cruelest Form Of Affection And The Sweetest Method Of Torture!!! *~*If a snowflake fell every time I thought of you, Leaning on a man is like leaning on the wind.
A little note about guys: I'm not that desperate and Ur not that lucky
Life is too short. So kiss slowly, Forgive quickly, We laugh at cats because they poop in a box, A penny saved, is one freakin cent...WooHoo!!
If pigs could fly...There'd be no guys on the ground.
The question isn't weither I think about him.The question is; Does he think about me?
You know what they say about socks and big feet.......yeah, me neither.
Just because your dad is a baker, Desnt mean that your a stud muffin!!
SHOUDA, WOULDA,COUDA, BUT DIDNT!!
Dont think of yourself as ugly, Think of yourself as a pretty monkey.
Lets flip a coin. Heads we'll be together, and Tails we'll flip again!
I'm starting a garden, i have the rake, the seeds,
My mind is a beautiful place full of bunnies and unicorns .... January 07 tired..so tiredAs fun as sleep overs are...be aware of the side affects. After a sleepover you may feel; Light headed, aching stomack, a head ache, obseen amounts of tiredness, like crap because you look like crap. You may also feel agitated, moody, an intence urge to want to kill someone. Really, having a hangover and waking up the next morning to a sleep over, really have similar syptums. Who said fun couldnt kill you?:P
Peace, Kat July 21 Soothing WordsSoothing Words
Close your eyes, Fall asleep, don't worry baby, I've got ya.
Lay your head down, Rest it on my shoulder, I'll hold you till you feel better.
Cry honey, Let it all out. It'll feel better when the tears come out And the hurt calms.
Don't worry about it, Everything will work out, Just take a deep breath and believe in me.
You're fine the way you are, No need to change a thing. Just wait and see what your body desides to bring.
With all the problems and issues floating in your head, just leave them be honey and take some time to listen to me.
By: Katrina
Single AgainI'm sorry, It's over, Could we be ,
Just friends.
Cause I'm sick, of waisting, my love on a man, Who thinks , That loves' ever straight and never bends.
[Well I'm dooone with your heart that never Mends
And I'm dooone with this love, You never tend.
It just doesnt seem fair, That I'm stuck in this chair, While oth-ers, Are hav-ing fun!]
So I'm single, I'm single again.
I'm sorry, It's over, Could we be, Just friends?
I can't take it, Cant make it better or right.
So I'm single, So single Tonight.
By: Katrina
The MonsterThe Monster
This monster is beautiful beyond compair.
This monster flips it's hair and giggles softly.
This monster smiles sweetly as you tell it your thoughts, hopes and dreams.
This monster flirts with you and tells you lies about your girlfriend.
This monster gossips, cheats and spends all your money.
This monster promises you all, and yet promises you nothing.
This monster belittles you infront of your friends.
This monster strings you along with her blonde hair and dazzling silver eyes.
This monster sleeps with your best friend.
The monster knows what it takes to rip your heart AND your relationship.
This monster holds all the keys and knows every botton to push.
Oh, what do we call this horrible monster?
Why, we call it a girl.
By: Katrina Love is...LOVE IS
Love is...
Your heart beating ten times faster when he holds your hand.
Love is...
Your eyes meeting each other and understanding completly.
Love is...
Your ego being pushed to the side.
Love is...
Caring for them even though they've messed up or have let you down.
Love is...
Ultimitly giving your heart away knowing that it might not come back in one piece.
Love is...
Looking at them and noticing that everytime you do, they only look better.
Love is...
What I feel for you, So I hope that you won't let me down and tell me that we're through.
By: Katrina All I needAll I Need
I'm sorry it's all the same,
That in the end, It always seems to rain.
I guess I'm not ready.
To be inlove and stay with someone steady.
It seems like everytime I'm involved,
It seems that I just avalve.
So I guess that in the end,
All I need is a good friend.
By: Katrina The OthersThe Others
Popular girls, Pretty girls and Rich girls too. But what happens to the others, No one has a clue. On what happens to the ugly, to the poor or unpopular. On what happens in the schools, on the buses, in the streets.
No one sees the mean glances, or hears the nasty comments,
No one stands up fpr what is right, they just duck and cover.
No one has a clue and no one even bothers, To take a look and see, On what happens to the Others.
By: Katrina Pulling a "Kassie"Ok, Today I was crusing along and got bored so I thought to check some peoples profiles. I got to my crushes (and keep in mind that I've been flirting with him and such for quite sometime now)...and so I look down and I see"Marital status;In a relationship" Than all this stuff about how he misses his girlfriend and how he loves to talk to her.....So..basicly Im struck dumb....thinking..."OMG...I PULLED A KASSIE". If anyone doesn't know kassie than I'll just say that she tends to go for older guy that she can never get..why you ask? Because they normally have a girlfriend!..So anyways...When it hit me...I call my best friend and told her about it:P She told me to shut up..:P (I love you too kas)...but ya...Now im thinking...WTF..this makes NO sence. But eh..what can ya do?
Anyways..I'm sure I'll get over it... Kat
April 19 I'm a dork..lolToday was an ok day. Sang in the mass...sang before everyone else because I was ancy..hehe. Hmm...talked with my crush....smiled alot...lol I dont know...I really cant think of anything...anyways...later
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