Kat's Space

[Not Ready]

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 00:36:48 GMT

[Not Ready]

I'm sorry it's all the same.

That in the end,

It always seems to rain.

I guess I'm just not ready,

To be inlove ,

And be with someone steady.

Everytime I'm involved,

It seems like I avolve.

I guess that in the end,

All I need is a good friend.

My Fantasy

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 21:42:45 GMT

My Fantasy

I wish it wasnt over.

I wish that we could be free.

I wish that one time in my life,

A dicision could be made up be me.

I hope you havnt forgotten.

I hope you didnt let go.

I hope that you still love me,

even thought we've had a row.

I dream that we're together.

I dream that you hold me tight.

I dream that we're laying together,

And baby it just feels so right.

I want us to be together.

I want us to have a heart to heart,

I want us to want each other,

Like we used to, before we were apart.

But really all that this is:

Is a wish, a hope and a dream;

With a strong need to believe that you still want me,

And were just waiting for me to take the lead.

By: Katrina Louise Dickson

The Others

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:57:46 GMT

The Others

Popular girls, Pretty girls, and Rich girls too. But what happens to the others, no one has a clue. On what happens to the ugly, the poor and unpopular. On what happens in the schools, on the buses, in the streets.

No one sees the mean glances or hears the nasty comments.

No one stands up for what is right, they just all duck and cover.

No one has a clue, and no one even bothers, to take a look and see, on what happens to the others.

By: Katrina Louise Dickson

Every Night

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:47:53 GMT

Every Night

( I wrote this for an english assignment.)

I dream every night ...

From the horror of it all.

I dream every night ...

And watch him fall.

I dream every night ...

Of the bombs and gasses.

I dream every night ...

Knowing that he died of the masses.

I dream everything ...

Of the pain he was in.

I dream every night ...

Thinking that he was oh so thin!

I dream every night ...

Blaming myself.

I dream every night ...

Thinking about the horrors that he has consumed himself.

I dream every night ...

Of my darling baby boy.

I dream every night ...

Of him marching like a toy.

I dream every night ...

Of my boy dying on the field.

I dream every night ...

Wishing that it wasn't real.

By: Katrina Louise Dickson

I Dont Care

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:40:39 GMT

I DONT CARE!!!

I dont care what you think about me.

I dont care about what you know.

I dont care if you see me as fat, ugly or inferier to you.

I dont care if you call me names.

I dont care if you glare.

I dont care if you push me just to see me fall.

I dont care if you're mean to me.

I dont care about the rumors you spread.

I dont care if everyone believes them,

Even my very own friends.

I dont care if you think I'm stupid.

I dont care how badly you treat me.

I dont care how much it hurts,

Or care that everytime she meets up with him,

They gut renchingly flirt.

I dont care if you think I'm lying,

Because truthly, I am.

But day after day I tell myself these lies,

Hoping that one morning I'll wake up,

To find that these lies are true.

By: Katrina Louise Dickson

Noticed

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:33:46 GMT

Noticed

( Please don't freak, this is not to be taken literally. I think that ( well i know that) I was feeling really hurt. I bet I was listening to hard core emo music. lol)

If you stood back to take a look,

You would learn that my life was shook;

When you desided to take a look.

If you looked closer you would see,

That at one time I was on my knees;

Begging and pleading for someone to meet all my needs.

If you read my reactions,

You would see that I flinched just a fraction;

When you showed your attraction

If you came equiped with a microscope,
You might have been able to cope;

When I desided to use a rope.

If you had looked closer,

Or taken a step back,

You just might have noticed.

By: Katrina Louise Dickson

Just Friends

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:24:44 GMT

Just Friends

(I wrote this at my grandmother house thinking about Nathan...maybe a year or two ago..sappy I know but hey, what can you do?)

J umping up at the sound of your voice

U sing all my self control just not to hold you

S tanding here like a fool, wishing I was the one with you.

T hrough and through I'll love you

F inding the strenth to go on

R emebering all the good times

I n my heart you'll always be mine

E very night I clench my pillow, dreaming of you

N othing else matters in this world but you

D umb enough to wish we could be together

S heilding myself from the truth;

That you'll never love me, that we'll never be the same, that I'll never be with you again and all because we're....Just Friends.

(Man was I ever rapped up in that guy. I dont even think he had a clue. Man it's almost embarrassing how much I cared, but eh, no hard feelings, what's done is done. Live And Let Die. )

Simple From Afar <3 <3

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 23:36:22 GMT

Simple From Afar

( I wrote this when I was first starting to get to know Travis better. I was thinking about him when I wrote this, but it was really a mixture of any and all experiences I've had with guys.)

He talks in smooth tones, his voice penitrating my very soul.

As we talk I find myself wishing that my heart wasnt oh so very cold.

He seeks to know all, He wants to be let in,

But the walls of my defence are firmly set in.

I wish I could surrender to these feelings you've brough,

For my head screams "No!!" while my heart cries "Why not?!?"

It is the past that holds me. It is the future in which I doubt.

And So I live in the present, Trying not to shout.

My life, simple from afar, always becomes complecated and sets things ajar.

Now don't get me wrong, It's not all dark and dim,

But I warn you now before your heart becomes pinned

I always want more than what you can give,

Forget me now so you can go on and live.

My life, simple from afar, Is more than what it seems, And for that reason, it is truely bizarre.

By: Katrina Louise Dickson

Boys

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 23:22:32 GMT

Boys

Truely, Honestly, I'm begining to think that the road to indecisiveness is the one I should take. For I'm so sick and tired of these boys being fake. Now as I rammble and my mind remains atangle, I smile. For altho I hate this, I absolutly know that there is nothing more that I would sorely miss.

I am young and make many mistakes,
In my naivety, I tend to fall on my face.

Sometimes I feel like I'm on cloud number 9,

And it's times like these that make me feel one of a kind.

It's funny how life goes. You never know what it will throw.

By : Katrina Louise Dickson.

Reading my love horoscope

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 23:03:29 GMT

Ok...Im somewhat of a horoscope junky and always read up on the in's and outs of my personnality as a scorpio. I always match the personality descriptions to a tee and sence this is my blog, I get to write about it. Hehehe

( All info from tickle.com)

How to attract a scorpio;

Showing your intensity. Make eye contact.
Having an air of danger. Scorpios love to take a walk on the wild side
Keeping your will strong. They abhor pushovers.
Being seductive. The Scorpion is easily swayed by sensual advances.
Hinting at your secrets. They love an air of intrigue.

But watch out — you can sabotage your efforts by:

Withholding information. Scorpios pride themselves on extracting your secrets.
Flattering them. They can tell when people are insincere.
Taking advantage of them. This will only make a Scorpio angry and vindictive

Some of the in's and out's of my personnality;

*Scorpio's have a tendency to overreact to things they perceive to be threats.*
*Most Scorpios aren't afraid of a little eye contact. At times, the Scorpion's stare can make it seem as if they can see into your very soul.*
*More often than not, they are supremely assured and determined. If they take a fancy to you, you can bet you'll be persistently and aggressively pursued. Scorpios are known for being unfamiliar with the concept of quitting.*
*If a Scorpio's head turns in your direction, you'll probably be flattered by their heated pursuit.*
*When a Scorpio decides what they want, they can be intent on getting it. In fact, if the Scorpion feels an objective is in danger of being derailed, they can lash out quickly and strongly in an effort to protect it.*
*Scorpios are known for being exceedingly resourceful. So although they may not win the battle, this sign has every intention of winning the war.*
* Strong and intent on their ideals, a Scorpio has a unique ability to focus on their purpose and see it through.*
*When Scorpios want to know something, they don't mince words when collecting facts. They go straight to the essential questions.*
* Their sign has earned a real reputation for directness and for their skill extracting information from others.*
* Scorpios have a highly developed sense of intuition, but it's sometimes a little overactive. As a result, Scorpios can get a little paranoid.*
* If they feel that you've treated them unjustly — whether or not this feeling is based on fact — a Scorpio can become jealous, vindictive, and spiteful.*
*Even when their extreme reactions are difficult to manage, under it all, Scorpios mostly want their emotions to be soothed and brought back into balance.*
*Although the Scorpion can have highly fluctuating emotions, people of this sign usually try to keep their inner feelings under wraps — at least to strangers and acquaintances. So until you get to know a Scorpio better, you'll probably think that they're pretty level characters. You might even find them a tad secretive. *
*In the bedroom, a Scorpio lover will often be lusty and passionate in the extreme. How could these highly emotional and powerful people be any different?*
* Scorpios are also known for being devoted and caring when it comes to their romantic partners. People of this sign like to give their all, and sex is no exception.*
* You will likely be intoxicated by the energetic Scorpion. Their high libido is likely to keep you fired up night after night.*
*The Scorpio's intensity can lead to fiery discussions and heated arguments.*
* Remember that the Scorpion is both insightful and cunning. This gives them an edge should they decide to employ manipulation during debate — a tactic not uncommon among Scorpios. At times when a Scorpio has an issue with you, they'll almost certainly let you know about it.

My top best horoscope matches apparently are;

Gemini at 70% - Geminis are flexible and youthful but can also be unstable and erratic.
Leo at 70% - Leos are generous and loving but can also be overbearing and intrusive.
Taurus at 68% - Taureans are warm and loving but can also be jealous and possessive.
Scorpio at 67% - Scorpios are exciting and magnetic but can also be jealous and resentful.
Aries at 65% - Arians are enthusiastic and confident but can also be impulsive and impatient.

Anyways, I'm out, cheers

Love always, Kat

Awesome Quotes

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 02:13:12 GMT

QUOTES!!

Love Is The Most Cruelest Form Of Affection And The Sweetest Method Of Torture!!!

*~*If a snowflake fell every time I thought of you,
we'd never have to go to school.*~*

Leaning on a man is like leaning on the wind.

A little note about guys:
Ya love em, Ya hate em, But in the end Ya just wanna beat em Up

I'm not that desperate and Ur not that lucky

Life is too short. So kiss slowly, Forgive quickly,
Forget the past, But remember what it taught you.

We laugh at cats because they poop in a box,
but they laugh because we clean that box.

A penny saved, is one freakin cent...WooHoo!!

If pigs could fly...There'd be no guys on the ground.

The question isn't weither I think about him.The question is; Does he think about me?

You know what they say about socks and big feet.......yeah, me neither.

Just because your dad is a baker, Desnt mean that your a stud muffin!!

SHOUDA, WOULDA,COUDA, BUT DIDNT!!

Dont think of yourself as ugly, Think of yourself as a pretty monkey.

Lets flip a coin. Heads we'll be together, and Tails we'll flip again!

I'm starting a garden, i have the rake, the seeds,
and the shovel, now all I need is a ho, are you busy?

My mind is a beautiful place full of bunnies and unicorns ....
except the bunnies are cutting themselves and the unicorns are being emo again

tired..so tired

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 18:06:01 GMT

As fun as sleep overs are...be aware of the side affects. After a sleepover you may feel; Light headed, aching stomack, a head ache, obseen amounts of tiredness, like crap because you look like crap. You may also feel agitated, moody, an intence urge to want to kill someone. Really, having a hangover and waking up the next morning to a sleep over, really have similar syptums. Who said fun couldnt kill you?:P

Peace,

Kat

Soothing Words

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 20:54:52 GMT

Soothing Words

Close your eyes, Fall asleep, don't worry baby, I've got ya.

Lay your head down, Rest it on my shoulder, I'll hold you till you feel better.

Cry honey, Let it all out. It'll feel better when the tears come out And the hurt calms.

Don't worry about it, Everything will work out, Just take a deep breath and believe in me.

You're fine the way you are, No need to change a thing. Just wait and see what your body desides to bring.

With all the problems and issues floating in your head, just leave them be honey and take some time to listen to me.

By: Katrina

Single Again

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 20:45:54 GMT

Single, I'm single again.

I'm sorry, It's over, Could we be ,

Just friends.

Cause I'm sick, of waisting, my love on a man, Who thinks , That loves' ever straight and never bends.

[Well I'm dooone with your heart that never Mends

And I'm dooone with this love, You never tend.

It just doesnt seem fair, That I'm stuck in this chair, While oth-ers, Are hav-ing fun!]

So I'm single, I'm single again.

I'm sorry, It's over, Could we be, Just friends?

I can't take it, Cant make it better or right.

So I'm single, So single Tonight.

I'm sorry...it's over...can we...not fight?

By: Katrina

The Monster

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 20:34:11 GMT

The Monster

This monster is beautiful beyond compair.

This monster flips it's hair and giggles softly.

This monster smiles sweetly as you tell it your thoughts, hopes and dreams.

This monster flirts with you and tells you lies about your girlfriend.

This monster gossips, cheats and spends all your money.

This monster promises you all, and yet promises you nothing.

This monster belittles you infront of your friends.

This monster strings you along with her blonde hair and dazzling silver eyes.

This monster sleeps with your best friend.

The monster knows what it takes to rip your heart AND your relationship.

This monster holds all the keys and knows every botton to push.

Oh, what do we call this horrible monster?

Why, we call it a girl.

By: Katrina

Love is...

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 20:22:14 GMT

LOVE IS

Love is...

Your heart beating ten times faster when he holds your hand.

Love is...

Your eyes meeting each other and understanding completly.

Love is...

Your ego being pushed to the side.

Love is...

Caring for them even though they've messed up or have let you down.

Love is...

Ultimitly giving your heart away knowing that it might not come back in one piece.

Love is...

Looking at them and noticing that everytime you do, they only look better.

Love is...

What I feel for you, So I hope that you won't let me down and tell me that we're through.

By: Katrina

All I need

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 20:14:47 GMT

All I Need

I'm sorry it's all the same,

That in the end, It always seems to rain.

I guess I'm not ready.

To be inlove and stay with someone steady.

It seems like everytime I'm involved,

It seems that I just avalve.

So I guess that in the end,

All I need is a good friend.

By: Katrina

The Others

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 20:10:52 GMT

The Others

Popular girls, Pretty girls and Rich girls too. But what happens to the others, No one has a clue. On what happens to the ugly, to the poor or unpopular. On what happens in the schools, on the buses, in the streets.

No one sees the mean glances, or hears the nasty comments,

No one stands up fpr what is right, they just duck and cover.

No one has a clue and no one even bothers, To take a look and see, On what happens to the Others.

By: Katrina

Pulling a "Kassie"

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 19:14:49 GMT

Ok, Today I was crusing along and got bored so I thought to check some peoples profiles. I got to my crushes (and keep in mind that I've been flirting with him and such for quite sometime now)...and so I look down and I see"Marital status;In a relationship" Than all this stuff about how he misses his girlfriend and how he loves to talk to her.....So..basicly Im struck dumb....thinking..."OMG...I PULLED A KASSIE". If anyone doesn't know kassie than I'll just say that she tends to go for older guy that she can never get..why you ask? Because they normally have a girlfriend!..So anyways...When it hit me...I call my best friend and told her about it:P She told me to shut up..:P (I love you too kas)...but ya...Now im thinking...WTF..this makes NO sence. But eh..what can ya do?

Anyways..I'm sure I'll get over it...

Kat

I'm a dork..lol

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 00:56:52 GMT

Today was an ok day. Sang in the mass...sang before everyone else because I was ancy..hehe. Hmm...talked with my crush....smiled alot...lol I dont know...I really cant think of anything...anyways...later

Kat

Photo Album: April 19

Tue, 16 May 2006 00:33:15 GMT

April 19

Picture 245

Picture 246

Picture 250

Picture 251

Picture 440

Picture 442

Picture 443

Picture 451

Picture 453

Picture 457

More Photos...

Photo Album: April 19

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 23:12:22 GMT

April 19

More Photos...